Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Olive

It’s old news, I know but, Olive had an accident.
She had some brake problems. So when she hit the patch of extra frosty road (I’d say barely ice – but D says ice for sure), she slid. A few seconds later in another patch, she slid again and couldn’t be corrected. She went up on the curb and took out a mailbox. She is bruised and battered. Her window was shattered, and she’s awaiting a new door. This will be her first replacement piece – she’s all original. Poor girl.
All the shops are full of hail damage clients right now. I think they should triage their clients. I mean some dents vs a battered, windowless door? What about some dents vs a mangled, non-drivable car? It wouldn’t matter. Olive is still drivable though. It’s been unseasonably warm here the past few days, so D has just been driving with the window “open.” Today’s forecast called for rain so it was time for a makeshift window. Last night, D went to Meijer and bought the stuff, and then went out and made a new window for himself (in the parking lot).

Clear plastic shower curtain, $3.99
Duct Tape, $1.49
Utility Knife, $6.96
Shopping like a serial killer . . . PRICELESS



Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Fading

It’s been a busy week since my last blog, maybe that’s why I’ve neglected writing (doubtful). So what’s been going on . . .
1. new bamboo floors - yeah!
2. phlebotomy adventure x2
3. Michigan can lose – but still win
4. color affects mood – what exactly affects color?
5. Olive vs The Mailbox

ONE . . . Floor installers were at our house Monday through Thursday installing bamboo upstairs (and stairs). Monday they got our master bedroom done. That was great because it made storing the other rooms’ stuff much easier. Plus they were gorgeous! But, Tuesday brought a meltdown. They face-nailed the transition boards that ran from the hallway into the middle bedroom. I realize this is standard. However, once they put that first nail in they should have realized they needed a different plan. Maybe it’s because the floors are bamboo, or maybe because we went with an even stronger/harder type of bamboo (strand woven), but the boards splintered around each nail. It looked awful. Our evening of stress and bickering was unnecessary because the next day they fixed the boards (most of them) without affecting any of the surrounding floor. The last board was patched – it looks okay. Overall the floors look great! We love them! The only one in the house who doesn’t is Zulu. He hates the stairs - though only 7yrs old even our 13yr old flies past him up them. He’s taken to standing on the landing circling and crying. I’ve seen him book up the stairs successfully only twice. Most often he hesitantly tries to go up them, only to fail and slide back down, every so often he’s more creative and amusing. If food is involved, sometimes he’ll sit and skooch up the stairs backwards on his butt – like a toddler. This method is rarely successful either. In the end, he gets carried up, and I’m getting tired of it. I think we’re going to be investing in a stair runner. I like the idea because once any amount of fur or dust settles on those steps they’re going to turn into a luge course – and not just for basenjis, but for Shannons too.

TWO . . . Recall a previous post where I complained I was tired? Well, it took me awhile, but I remembered that IS a symptom of my thyroid being off. Once I figured this out I made a doc appt which required blood work two days before. I love the lab there - compared to other labs, not a beach. I was a littler nervous when I saw a new phlebotomist though – a guy no less. I’m not being sexist. It’s just my very worst blood-draw experience ever was also with a male phlebotomist. Well, this blood-draw itself wasn’t bad. However, he tied off my arm as if the bottom half had been removed and he needed to stop the bleeding. My arm passed the throbbing mark and quickly entered intense pain. I couldn’t bend my fingers to squeeze the little stuffed heart anymore, but as I was about to begin squawking, he started the draw. I figured the worst was over. Well, had I known I was in for 3 vials I would have said something. He didn’t undo the tourniquet until he started vial three and by then my hand was blue. A week later, I still have a bruise to remind me. What don’t I have a week later though??? My results for the thyroid test! I went into the doc and they had all the results (she ran the gamut on me – which is fine) but the thyroid. The lab forgot to run it – so back to the phlebotomist. This time it was the regular woman, and she noted I apparently have small veins. I told her it was just that I offered her my “difficult” arm because my other was still bruised from two days before. She demanded to see it. Then she told me her tale of moving from lab to lab, only to be called back to that one because so many people were complaining about being bruised, etc. Ah-ha! BUT there is yet to be a happy ending to this story. I STILL have no blood results back and that implies that I will get labs in the mail with a note “looks fine.” So then – why am I still so tired?

THREE . . . I’m not a fan of football. Growing up I probably watched all the “important” games (Steelers, Penn State, and Hubbard Eagles) and then some. I also went to games – every Friday at Hubbard High, or in whichever town their away game was played. I went to practices during the summer months too; my dad was a coach. In high school I attended each week’s game, mainly just to hang out with friends. By college, I was getting annoyed, and mostly by my roommate’s terrible towel. There was yelling and stomping and priorities rearranged to see men run up and down a field, crossing numbered lines. I’ll never be a football fan, and I will never understand the obsession over a game – it’s just a game. I’ve recently heard it likened to movies or television – a form of entertainment that I shouldn’t hate. That’s fine, and if that’s how it was treated I probably wouldn’t hate it. However, there are only a small group of movie fans that re-arrange their lives around their entertainment the way football fans do. So instead of “it’s just a game” perhaps I should say “it’s just entertainment!”
Regardless, it wasn’t even until I moved to Ohio that I came to actually despise the sport, and all in all, I hate OSU far more than the sport itself. I change radio and TV stations when they talk about the Buckeyes, and I tune people out who drone on and on about them. It’s largely because OSU fans are more ridiculous than any others I’ve ever encountered. Normally that statement would be an unfair exaggeration based on a few bad apples. But the situation here in Central Ohio is a horse of a different color (ahem, that’s for you, AJ). Ohio State fans not only re-prioritize life around buckeye games, but they are also bad-mannered and destructive. This past weekend’s game is the prime example of the year – Michigan. Michigan brought its own security (or police, not sure) to protect its fans. Locally, a campus parking ban was in effect to reduce property loss because win or lose couches will be torched, cars rolled, and other general rioting activities will take place. This year was mild – only 40 people were arrested and it barely made the news.
OSU craziness is such that even our election results are affected. Results, and a possible recount, for a House seat had to wait for The Game this weekend to pass. Oh, and just in case OSU won said game (and hence made it to the National Championship) our governor’s inauguration had to be postponed too. Too bad people don’t put this much time and effort into what’s going on in their country – and the world.

FOUR . . . The color is called Cool Dip. It graced the walls of our master bedroom for at least the past five years; that is until we painted over them because our bedroom was lacking both the earth and fire elements. We like the new color too – it’s a very light pink. I so loved the color Cool Dip though, that I’ve decided to transplant it into the middle bedroom (an office/study now that the TV is dead). We painted this past weekend, and the results are disappointing. The colors do not look the same at all. The color I loved in one room sickens me in the new room. I’m not sure if the difference is because the color was over white in the master and over a darker shade of primer now? Could it be the lighting? D suggests that it’s because this room is just all painted walls – where as the other room was half painted and half wainscoting. It looks darker and greener in this room. In some places I catch a glimpse of the color I remember – in the middle of large walls where tons of natural light hits, but corners and edges are dark and minty. I’m not sure what to do. I want the color of the Caribbean! I want the color I had! I’m considering my options: 1) paint it the lighter shade in the same family 2) choose a different Caribbean-like shade of blue/green 3) do some type of glaze/faux linen finish over the top. Surely I’ll report back.

FIVE . . . After taking the week off for floor installation, and then traveling to PA for the weekend, D wanted to get to work early on Monday to start his admin day. He left the house around 6:30am after scraping the ice off both of our cars (thanks, dear!). About 15 minutes later the phone rang, and it was him. He hit an icy patch and took out a mailbox. He was fine. However, Olive’s drivers’ side door was smashed and her window shattered into his lap. He returned the bits-o-mailbox to the owner and returned home. By the time he got upstairs, he was contemplating whether that brake light that came on during is drive to/from PA had anything to do with the mishap. So we carpooled, and I got to work early yesterday, and D a little later than he’d hoped. I got a call from him around midday. He made an appt for Olive with the Jeep docs for this morning; they doubted they could fix the door & window but would take care of the brake problem – if any. Oh, and AAA was on their way, since he noticed my car’s tire was completely flat. He hoped they could patch it, but it turned out they couldn’t because of the gash in the tire (on the inside – so at least it wasn’t knifed by an anti-Starbucks cult). ;) Our cars aren’t the only things that need work – D needs to do some serious repair to his driving karma!

That’s it. Hopefully this week brings resolution for our walls & Olive.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

So far so good, . . .

. .. looking over the few posts, I'm not terribly negative. However, I could easily slip into a string of negativity or melodramatic introspection. In thinking about the past couple weekends this could easily happen right now.
With help, I've come to realize that I'm often in a rotten mood on Sundays. Discussing this normally leads to the before mentioned introspection, etc. However, the past few Sundays have been nothing but lovely (my mood included). Maybe I'm learning to love Sundays.
This made me think of the other things in my life that I love (even if, at times, they too can be associated with my bad moods).

I LOVE . . . .

Donnell - duh! :) he knows me better than anyone & the longest - he's truly my very best friend
my basenjis - Cleo is asleep at my feet while Jeremy & Zulu are sharing a chair with me (while snoozing)
my kitties - like the dogs, they can be little shits, but they are so cute and just want my love & attention; they have all of the former & deserve more of the latter

my parents - they are only human; they love me the best they can
my small town, Catholic upbringing - nearly everything about it I love & it's made me who I am (obviously)
my siblings - they'll never know what it's like to be the oldest; I'm not who/what they think & the part of me that is isn't so bad; I would always have their back
my friends - they're all my extended family
my in-laws - I love my in-laws; in some ways I'm closer to them than my own family

Pennsylvania - it's a beautiful state
Wozniak Road - I still love to sit outside in my parents' yard - it's so peaceful & green
Ohio - it's no PA & some parts of this I actually don't love! ;)
having a biology degree - I really DO like science
trying new things because I don't know what I want to be when I grow up
my house - sometimes you have to make lemonade (which can be very good if made well)
my body - it's not SO bad
being a typical Virgo
being the black sheep of my family
politics
being a part of making textbooks
my sensitivity - I'm not too sensitive; I'm just sensitive enough and all that's really missing is U realizing it
having strong convictions - opinions, convictions - whatever! ;)
babies
being an introvert (and a little shy)
art - making it, admiring it, buying it, everything about it

Okay, that list is longer than I expected, but at the same time way too short. It's enough for now though. Have a great remainder of your weekend - another Sunday is only 7 days away!

Friday, November 10, 2006

tired

I'm tired. I do tend to fill-up my plate and get into too many things in autumn and spring. Maybe because autumn is a season of change, or maybe I'm trying to do too much - or maybe one influences the other. Also, I tend to get melancholy in autumn which wears me down.
Who knows.
I know physically I'm tired from my Zumba class and not enough sleep. It was the first Zumba class I've ever taken, and I loved it. I'm going to go out of my way to take it consistently now.
I'm also mentally and emotionally tired though. I need a break. First I need to figure out from what. However, that seems like too much work. I may have filled my calendar until it's busting at the seems, but still, status quo sounds easier. I'm already on that path so won't momentum carry me along?
Soon winter will be here and maybe then I'll relax and let things go. I'm planning a solstice party. I want to celebrate the solstices every year, and finally this year I got my act together for summer solstice. Now winter is upon us. I'm looking into a sommelier. Winter doesn't technically start until after that - so then I'll let things go and relax - maybe.
If I was one to nap I'd do that now, but I'm not so I'll eat some sugar and suffer through a couple more hours before calling it a night.
Here's to a great (and restful) weekend!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

perfection perception

Since at least 1980, there has been a somewhat constant perception that I think I’m perfect. That I think I’m better than . . . [fill in the blank]. Or that I think I’m “above” doing certain things, talking to certain people, etc. Even those [family and friends] who are closest to me have believed this. Often this leads to my having a label such as being cold, unfriendly or even just a bitch.
At first these claims were dismissed as insults, meant only to cause a reaction. Later they were dismissed because the people didn’t really know me; they were making assumptions. I have never met these claims head-on. I have talked to maybe two people about them at all. My mother is one of those people; the one who has had similar problems. We’re both quiet, introverted wallflowers who tend to speak too formally, and only when spoken to (at least when in groups with more than just our close friends & family).
You don’t care what I have to say, really you don’t. I know that; you know that. It’s okay. I’d rather stick with that understanding than open my mouth and have it confirmed. You should actually feel lucky. I spare you my thoughts, opinions and feelings which is something I don’t normally do with family and friends. Now, this is of course a sliding scale – my level of comfort with you will result in a particular level of sharing, even if you are a close friend or family. I can be an over-sharer, which I nearly always regret.
My mother always counseled me to just forget about it. It was everyone else’s deal – their misunderstanding. She hates conflict and confrontation and I’ve been raised to avoid it so of course I do. Again, this is a sliding scale. The more secure I am in my relationship with you the more conflict and/or confrontation there will be – just ask my husband. I mean, if I confront you, surely only bad things will happen.
This entry used to have a nice, tidy ending, but it was messy and rambling in my mind so I deleted it. So now I’ll end here except for one more thing . . .
In case you need me to state the obvious, I don’t think I’m above anyone or anything or perfect at all. Beyond that, the truth(s) might shock you. And I don’t know ANY of you well enough for that.

BLUE!

We're blue! Ohio went blue! Yay!
Okay, so an election like this helps someone as jaded as me a little hopeful. Today was a good day! And Rumsfield stepping down was an awesome bonus! :)

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Election Day

It's election day so it's raining here in Ohio. It normally rains for election day and the Muirfield Golf Tournament. I'm not sure if the former is also related to a Native American curse - or not.
I voted on my way to work. Donnell and I went together.
I haven't completely recovered from the 2004 election. I don't listen to NPR anymore or spend hours watching CNN. Donnell is as enthusiastic as ever though. We're flipping between election coverage and "normal" programming. I've been reminded that 2yrs ago he stayed up all night watching election coverage. Whatever. I'm just glad the negative ads - well all ads - will end.
Don't get me wrong, I have strong opinions; I will voice them, and I always vote. However, I'm a bit jaded, or maybe more than a bit.

Monday, November 06, 2006

blank, empty, void

I have this lovely new blog. It's all pretty and just waiting for me to add random ideas and deep thoughts. Of course, no sooner did I creat the blog, and I lost all my desire to write. Well, desire is not the correct word. It's the story of my life (or lack there of).
But, at least now my blog is not blank or empty though it is still void.